Still smiling about
How I was talking to my boyfriend about how badly I wish I could be a mermaid when I was little and he was like, you STILL want to be one. Which is true because really, it’s a mermaid. But then he blew up about how unsafe it would be if I was a mermaid right now, like all the sharks and how we haven’t even seen what 70% of the ocean has to discover aka all the scary things. He was...
eating peanut m&ms and not feeling guilty about it. I’m craving chocolate, I’m eating them in moderation and I’m not beating myself up about it. I’ve been so good about not eating them but I’m allowed to eat treats from time to time. The key is, not going crazy! But I did see thin mints in our freezer. Will I have the willpower to just let them be? So far,...
Tanner keeps hugging me and saying I’m getting “so tiny!” :3 He’s enjoying it and that makes me feel really good. I feel better about letting him pick me up now. I used to HATE it. He’s one of few that are supporting me through this.
Sure, why not torture myself by watching a show about delicious cupcakes while I get ready for work. Oh what I’d do for chocolate right now. But I’m so determined to get under 180, it’s amazing. Tomorrow, hopefully. :3 180.4 today! :3
I will take progress pictures and then at the end of March I will take another set to see the difference. I’m determined to make March a good weight loss month. Plus I’m looking to tone the crap out of my body. I can do this. I can do this. I will do this.
I can see muscle definition in my upper thighs. This is crazy but I love it so much. ;3
Wait a second… Yesterday I weighed in at 183. Today 181.4. For sure stepped off the scale a few times to make sure that was real. Thank god I rarely ever get bloated from shark week or I’d be real sad right now. Brb for real getting to at least 180 by march 1st.
My sister is my motivation tonight.
I’m sitting here talking to her and she’s just like “shouldn’t you be running right now?!” “go run right now.” Yeah she loves me and wants to spend so much time with me. Haa.
I'm addicted to running...
I mean I could be addicted to far worse things. But I ran for a good half hour when I got off work last night and before I got home from my sisters I stopped and jogged 2 miles straight, no walking. That’s a huge accomplishment for me! Now my legs are sore like no other, but I love it and I can’t wait for more!